Black Petals Issue #43

Poetry #1-Chris Forbes

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The Floaters-Fiction by Josh Hancock
The Ghosts of My Life-Fiction by Barry J. House
The Good Wife-Fiction by Jeff Rockwell
When Shadows Murmur-Fiction by Chris Forbes
Poetry #1-Chris Forbes

A Collection of Poems by the California State Poet

The Silence Amongst the Graves

By Chris Forbes (2007)

 

In night’s shroud sleeps

The last vestige of day;

Lifeless shards glitter

In silent skies so far away;

Then, amongst ancient tombs and

Headstones, gentle shadows play.

 

Into the silence and moonlight

And solemn shadows of dark,

Comes forth a poor young poet,

To assuage his mournful heart,

Pausing before the headstone

Of she whom he loved…and hark!

 

The wind sighs as he lowers himself

Onto overgrown grasses below,

Their wild profusion upon her grave,

And weeps, for he can’t let her go.

Of the lost, beloved Lenore, alas,

No nepenthe for Edgar A. Poe!

 

Grief unrelenting, fire undimmed

Was the pain into which it grew.

But does not love death transcend?

With dawn shall come the dew,

Whence E.A. Poe arises, coughing,

(Soon death shall claim him too).

 

And this portrayal is accurate,

For, you see, my tale is true,

The ghosts of love will not depart,

Nor my soul that abides with you.

 

Lavinia

By Chris Forbes (2007)

 

In a moment of sweet passion,

I was drawn in by her eyes,

For, although I loved her deeply,

I wasn’t very wise.

Those weird words she’s spoken

Have paralyzed my mind.

I’m not even sure she’s human,

As she travels out beyond time,

Taking me on strange journeys,

Where silent spaces roar,

And oncoming tides of darkness

Exude from distant shores.

Her caresses make me shudder,

And her love leaves me inclined

To follow where she leads me,

Through outer space and time.

 

Moon Madness

By Chris Forbes (2007)

 

I’m not myself, nor have I been

Myself for many a day,

Whirlpools in my memory,

My cogency swept away.

 

Shadows come when midnight falls

In darkling dust along the walls.

Once again, my reason ends,

As do my recollections…

 

By moonlight’s gleam I rise in dream—

Without memory of where I’ve gone.

If only I knew where I have been

And why I’ve roamed so far from home!

 

Then, holding still, I recollect

An elusive glimpse I soon forget,

Where, by moonlight, I once went—

My journey’s configuration.

 

The Wanderer

By Chris Forbes (2007)

 

In the night, the pale moonlight

Lends spectral illusion to dream,

And shadows thronging night meadows

Are melting like mists on a stream.

 

I’ve traveled through darkness and sorrow,

And wandered the spectrum of dreams.

With an hourglass and my teardrops,

I’ve listened to echoes and screams.

 

I’m weary of songs built on sorrow,

That enlighten the silence of night.

My shadow will no longer follow

My travels twixt darkness and light.

 

Lunaphasia

By Chris Forbes (2007)

 

Is it a dream or lunacy?

Am I losing my mind?

For, I’ve been walking in my sleep

These nights of autumn time.

 

I’ve had such frightful dreams

Since I was very young.

Sometimes they’d find me dazed,

Unaware of all I’d done.

Where I journey in my sleep,

I honestly don’t know,

Always affected by the moon’s

Enthralling, lurid glow.

 

I rise to walk the countryside,

Where the night wind’s chilly breath

Whispers her secret songs to me,

As the old year nears death.

 

Wearing many-colored leaves,

When the wild lupine blooms,

Darkly mantled clouds prevail,

As my sleepwalk resumes.

 

Where I’ve been, what I’ve done,

I honestly can’t say,

Except I go where shadows run

And ghost musicians play.

 

The Poet

By Chris Forbes (2007)

 

When the wind sighs through the sky

In strange, dark hours past midnight,

And shadows leer and beckon

In the dense, uncertain light.

 

I’m torn between illusions

And presumed reality,

As I struggle to decipher,

Just where I’d rather be.

 

And as my candle flickers,

I’m trapped in space and time.

If I’m not between dimensions,

I’m at least beyond my mind.

 

In the strange dark hours past midnight,

Once phantasms have come and gone,

Returned to sanity’s pretense,

I dream I awake at dawn.

 

Melancholia

By Chris Forbes (2007)

 

Where I roam in solitude,

Why grieve so, my sorrowed heart—

When seasons change and shadows drift?

Diminished sunlight, shifting mood,

Bring sorrow that will not depart,

Deny solace’s desired gift.

 

Their Touch Is Cold

By Chris Forbes (2007)

 

Whispers ride the flowing wind,

As shadows, creeping, close me in;

I hear them softly, strangely call,

See vague reflections on the wall,

And then, as moonlight seems to wane,

They flutter to my window pane,

To pause without and call my name,

Then seep inside to drain my brain.

Their touch is cold; my brow is warm.

I know they mean to do me harm.

In dreams I scream, and cannot breathe;

They will not, will not, will not leave,

But only linger on and on,

Until dispersed by blessed dawn.

 

Out of Sleep and Dreaming

By Chris Forbes (2007)

 

I do not sleep as others do.

Why? I cannot really say,

For night finds me recumbent,

And I just drift away…

To starry realms that Lovecraft knew,

And Poe, in drunken slumber, too…

From which I waken trembling,

Although I lie there wondering,

To consider where I’ve been,

Time, space and dream traversed,

And, then, to save my sanity,

I compose my haunted verse.

 

Star Maiden

By Chris Forbes (2007)

 

She wandered in with the night,

Like a shadow taking flight,

A notion born of a whim,

(I’d like to know how she got in!)—

For, in my fear, she makes me weak;

Her violet gaze seems to speak,

Reflecting the pale moonlight,

Shining back at me, much too bright,

Until my mind’s no longer free.

Could she be the death of me?

The wind and darkness in her song,

I turn around…to find her gone.

 

Innusmuth Bride

By Chris Forbes (2007)

 

Am I in love, or have I lost my mind?

She says she’s from beyond space and time.

My poor, sad, bewildered heart

Is hers now, and we’ll never part.

On moonlit seas we disport and play

With strange shapes that fade away.

Neither sea-spawned, nor of humanity,

My bride’s relations welcome me

Among them, changed so strangely,

Able to breathe beneath the sea,

To swim through kelp-hung ruins old,

In fathoms deep, wine-dark, and cold—

Wherein loom shapes elephantine,

From out of space and out of time,

Ruled by Cthulhu, rising tall

To cast his shadow over all!

 

New Arrivals

By Chris Forbes (2007)

 

In the dark depths of the night,

When the moon is full and bright,

And the pulsing of my heart,

Seems to tear the night apart,

Comes a whisper on the wind,

Certain stars are seen to spin,

And then start to separate…

Something’s coming through the gate!

 

For the summons called us here

In the autumn of the year

To see certain stars displace…

And welcome others of our race!

Long we’ve worn the guise of man,

Who knew nothing of our plan,

How we secretly prepare

For the time that’s growing near.

 

Even now, it’s close at hand:

Ours shall be the world of man!

 

In the Garden of Death

By Chris Forbes (2007)

 

October’s dire, chilly breath

Sighs through the graveyard,

That ancient Garden of Death.

Trees reach leafless branches

To overcast skies above;

Leaves drift over those who

Once did live and love.

I wander through the silence

That settles in the fall,

Reminded how we all face

One final curtain call…

There, despite the shadows,

My hand finds a stone dove,

And recalls the Source of Life,

Where death shall die, not love.

 

Chris Forbes, who welcomes correspondence via snail-mail to 3915 Delta Fair Blvd. #15, Antioch, CA, 94509, and is our featured poet, has no e-mail. Chris is a long-time BP contributor of poems and short stories. He composes and plays music, and is a nondenominational Christian minister. His STRANGE GARDENS OF THE MIND was published by Fossil Publications in 2006.

 

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