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Art by Cindy Rosmus 2020

AN

 

EERIE JOURNEY

 

DOWN

 

THE INVISIBLE STAIRCASE

 

 

 

by Dr. Mel Waldman  

 

(on reading Margaret Atwood’s poem-Down)

 

&

I travel across the invisible universe within my whirling brainwaves rising & falling in the wilds of my vanishing mind each moribund moment buried in the deep snow of unreal days where I breathe the fire of cosmic breath & taste the sweet phantasmagoria of my daily voyage-an eerie journey down the invisible staircase into an unfathomable netherworld.

 

Even

when the sun arrives & shoots light into my little home I eat the darkness & within the sprawling luminosity I see the butchered battered landscape the wounded crimson terrain overflowing with the broken glass of trauma.

 

Outside,

crepuscular insects rise & breathe light & still I descend the otherworldly stairs into the blackness that permeates my perforated brain.

 

&

now, I inhale the scent of anguish & the foul odor of unbearable losses & a cornucopia of merciless deaths. More unreal than the strangeness of everyday life is my descent into this frightful realm. Phantoms shrouded in spheres of invisibility fill my ferocious emptiness & slice my barren being. Is this piercing/shattering the transverberation of my soul? Immersed in an antediluvian kingdom, I step into the deep of darkness.

 

What

is this untraceable place? Is it the deep of the divine or the bestial maw of the demonic? Flooded with the ineffable, I slip farther into the blackness & plummet into an unfathomable/unknowable Un-Reality overflowing with eerie voices & unspeakable truths from beyond, buried in the thick bizarro snow that covers all & falls forever

 

 

 

Dr. Mel Waldman is a psychologist, poet, and writer whose stories have appeared in numerous magazines including HARDBOILED DETECTIVE, ESPIONAGE, THE SAINT, PULP METAL MAGAZINE, and AUDIENCE. His poems have been widely published in magazines and books including A NEW ULSTER, CLOCKWISE CAT, CRAB FAT LITERARY MAGAZINE, ESKIMO PIE, INDIANA VOICE JOURNAL, LIQUID IMAGINATION, THE BROOKLYN LITERARY REVIEW, BRICKPLIGHT, SKIVE MAGAZINE,

ODDBALL MAGAZINE, PABLO LENNIS, POETRY PACIFIC, POETICA, RED FEZ, SQUAWK BACK, SWEET ANNIE & SWEET PEA REVIEW, THE JEWISH LITERARY JOURNAL, THE JEWISH PRESS, THE JERUSALEM POST, HOTMETAL PRESS, MAD SWIRL, HAGGARD & HALLOO, ASCENT ASPIRATIONS, YELLOW MAMA, THE BITCHIN’ KITSCH, SOUL-LIT, TWO DROPS OF INK, and NAMASTE FIJI: THE INTERNATIONAL ANTHOLOGY OF POETRY. A past winner of the literary GRADIVA AWARD in Psychoanalysis, he was nominated for a PUSHCART PRIZE in literature and is the author of 11 books.






Cindy Rosmus is a Jersey girl who looks like a Mob Wife & talks like Anybody’s from West Side Story. She works out 5-6 days a week, so needs no excuse to drink or do whatever the hell she wants She’s been published in the usual places, such as Shotgun Honey, Hardboiled, A Twist of Noir, Megazine, Beat to a Pulp, Out of the Gutter, Mysterical-E, and Twisted Sister. She is the editor/art director of the ezine, Yellow Mama. She’s a Gemini, a Christian, and an animal rights activist. She has recently been branching out into photo illustration, under the guidance and mentoring of Ann Marie Rhiel.




In Association with Black Petals & Fossil Publications 2020