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Art by Cindy Rosmus 2021

why i stopped being me

 

by John Sweet

 

 

asks do you remember the

bleeding horse? and i laugh, tell her

that shit is dead & buried

 

this is the age of absolute zero

 

we are the bastard children

of crippled dreamers

 

this fucker crawling around in

the middle of main street, for example

 

10 o’clock at night and too

high to know he’s history

 

wants to talk about blake,

wants to scream out forgotten verses

by rimbaud, or maybe he just

lies there choking on

his own puke

 

maybe coughs up

a lungful of blood

 

a lifetime of small

unimportant deaths leading up to

this moment, and so maybe

we just let him go

 

 

John Sweet sends greetings from the rural wastelands of upstate NY. He is a firm believer in writing as catharsis, and in the continuous search for an unattainable and constantly evolving absolute truth. His latest poetry collections include A Flag on Fire Is a Song of Hope (2019 Scars Publications) and A Dead Man, Either Way (2020 Kung Fu Treachery Press).


Cindy Rosmus is a Jersey girl who looks like a Mob Wife & talks like Anybody’s from West Side Story. She works out 5-6 days a week, so needs no excuse to drink or do whatever the hell she wants She’s been published in the usual places, such as Shotgun Honey, Hardboiled, A Twist of Noir, Megazine, Beat to a Pulp, Out of the Gutter, Mysterical-E, and Rock and a Hard Place. She is the editor/art director of the ezine, Yellow Mama. She’s a Gemini, a Christian, and an animal rights activist. She has recently been branching out into photo illustration, under the guidance and mentoring of Ann Marie Rhiel.

In Association with Black Petals & Fossil Publications 2021