One Good Eye
by Tammy
Huffman
He only had one good eye,
but he had twenty-twenty vision in that good
eye and Ross saw it. Something — no,
somebody — running down the hill. It was a man all right, not a deer or a bobcat or
a coyote. It was a man running like he was running for his life.
Ross had just started out
with a load of corn from his father's field
on his way to the grain elevators
in Lock Springs to sell it. The wide flat field lay at the bottom of a steep
bluff. The bluff was owned by a
neighbor boy.
On spying the man sprinting
down the hill, Ross braked the big truck to
a stop and rolled down the dirt-speckled window for a better view. The autumn
breeze smelled of sodden leaves, cattails, willows, and even a hint of chimney smoke from somewhere far
off.
"Picking 'em up
and putting 'em down," Ross observed casually
of the running man.
He
waited. His father roared by in a combine in the cornfield they were
only about halfway done harvesting. The huge machine was lost in swirls of
pulverized husk and dust. Ross saluted
the Old Commandant — and in such a way that his father could
see him do it.
Ross was a rebel and a bit of a torero; he could not resist teasing
and taunting
the fates. His brother, the good little soldier, followed behind the
combine on a tractor and chisel plow. The chisel churned up dirt so fresh and
black it looked wet. They went on by.
The
running man ran in long strides through goldenrod
and milkweed and coral brush. He had a ways to go yet before he reached the
bottom of the hill.
While
he waited, Ross's eyes roved the spider web of logging trails,
deer paths, and three-wheeler ruts to the
top of the hill from where the man had to have come. There was a farmstead up
there known as the Old Hawkins Farm. It was a remote and lonely place that had
only recently sold. The members of the Hawkins family were all dead now and
buried in various sites on the property where the graves yawned wider with
every passing year as though they were rooting around down there for comfort
and legroom. There was a big falling-down house, an even bigger hay barn, and a
few sheds. It was the sort of place liked by bats and rodents and meth-makers
and the occasional squatter. Around Halloween, the place conjured up vampires, monsters, werewolves, creatures
from outer space,
witches and shapeshifters — if a mind leaned toward myth and mystery,
which the
mind of Ross did.
Who
was this fella running? He was still too far off for Ross to make
anything of. Now he was sidewinding
through a herd of cattle.
The Hawkins
hill was rocky and no good for field
crops, but it had a fine stand of pine and walnut and a vast pasture where a herd
of cattle now grazed, unfazed by the crazy guy bounding through them. They were
black Angus, those cattle, fed lush fescue grass to marbled fatness,
tail-swishing, cud-chewing, prized sovereigns, symbols of wealth and
prosperity, leaders of
housewarmings and passages into the afterlife.
Ross
sighed. He'd liked to have
owned such cattle.
The guy
that did own them was
his nemesis and arch enemy -- Monty McVey.
Monty
had recently bought the
Old Hawkins Place —
the abandoned farmstead, the tree stand, and that big herd of cattle that Ross
eyed curiously — not enviously, mind you —just wondering.
Ross
didn't understand it. Monty
was a kid Ross had grown up with and looked askew at and wholly despised ever
since first grade when Monty caught him copying his straight lines.
"You
can't draw a straight
line to save you," Monty accused him.
"That's
all right, your
momma can't walk a straight line to save her, " Ross shot back.
And that
was mean, but true.
Because his father told him and his brother that the McVeys were drunkards and
wastrels and inbreds and not to play with them or hang around with them because
they were dirty with head lice and scabies and diseases even doctors couldn't
pronounce.
Ross
couldn't understand it.
They had only been out of high school a year now, but Monty was already buying
up land and cattle and making money hand over fist. Ross worked his fingers to
the bone and still could barely scrape together enough money for a used Harley.
His brother
gave him sass about
it; told him he ought to go to work for in Monty, the financial wizard. Even
his father liked to lecture him about 'thinkers and plodders.' Ross knew he was
the plodder in those nasty old stories.
Well.
There was the right kind
of craft and cunning and there was the wrong kind. The right kind belonged to
the American Eagle and Batman and Luke Skywalker. The wrong kind belonged to
things that crawled on their belly and called holes home. Ross knew that much.
Ross
leaned over and pushed open
the passenger door and the running man jumped right in. He was out of breath,
shaking, and his face was scratched and bloody.
Seeing
him close up, Ross
recognized him as one of Monty's latest hired hands. Monty had a different
hired man working for him every time he turned around so they were hard to keep
track of. This last time he'd hired two.
"What's
the matter with
you?" Ross asked him. "You get in a fight with a bull? You come
between a mama cow and her baby? What's the all-fire hurry? There ain't no
grizzly behind you."
He waited.
"Not
talking." Ross rummaged around under the seat and found a flask of Jack
Daniels. The man grabbed it and gulped down a couple of swallows. Ross got the
truck rolling again.
The man
had sticktights all up
and down his thin raggedy pants and cocklebur gauze in his shoe strings. One
shoe had a loose sole and he even had cockleburs on the toe of his muddy sock
that was sticking out. He looked like a homeless person and probably was. Monty
found vagrants and drifters at the bus stations and train terminals in Lock
Springs near the stockyards and the ag plants. He hired them off the street.
They were so happy for a job they worked for room and board and a few dollars
in spending cash. At least for a while. Monty couldn't keep help. All of them
eventually took off again.
"Where's
your
partner?" Ross asked him. "Weren't there two of you this time?"
The man glanced back. "Not anymore," he said.
Ross
let the man collect
himself. He looked like he had been truly terrified by something and not too
long ago.
Driving
through the bottom lands
in silence, past the slashed corn stalks and the scalped soybeans, Ross let his
mind wander into daydreams. He was the hero in all of his fantasies and like
all true heroes he fought against evil supervillains and for a just cause: a
name or reputation to defend; a battle for flag and country against invaders
and crime; and, of course, he was always righter of wrongs against the abused,
neglected, ostracized and dispossessed. By the time they'd driven through the
bottoms and reached the MaGill bridge, many legendary deeds of strength, brains
and valor had been fought inside Ross's head, and his passenger had calmed down
considerably.
He eyed
Ross. "You look
like somebody," he said.
Ross
tensed. He knew what was
coming, what with his one eye, his wavy hair, the beige duster, and his
penchant for cigars. It made people think of Columbo, the detective on T.V. The
teasing caused Ross no small amount of grief.
"Yeah,
I know," Ross
said. "Columbo."
"Who?"
"You
know. From the Mystery
Movie on T.V. The reruns."
"No,
man. Clint Eastwood.
The actor. Rowdy Yates on Rawhide. Dirty Harry in those movies."
"Hell,
no."
"Yeah."
His company
smiled with bad tobacco-stained teeth, pleased that he'd made Ross look in the mirror.
Ross
reached in his pocket for
cigars to celebrate making a new friend. The booze loosened his new friend's
tongue and the man commenced talking. His name was Hank. It turned out he'd
been married and had a job on the line at a car manufacturing plant in Lock
Springs. He made good money and things were going fine. But he had one little
chink in his mettle. He liked to gamble. He'd gamble with and on
anything...cards and dice, dogs and horses, lotteries, all kinds of sports, and
once he'd gambled on an inchworm race. After he'd gambled away his savings and
the house and car, his wife took their little daughter and left. Hank fell hard
into the hole he'd dug. It was a fall that knocked out everything with it, his
job, family, home, church, wind, and spit and vinegar. Hank hit the road and
the bottle with equal determination to be lost. He said he was down a lot more
than money and was heartsick and didn't understand why God would do such a
thing to him. It sounded to Ross like most of the fault lay with Hank and not God,
but he didn't say it. Folks needed to be fooled by illusions and tricked by
delusions in order to keep from seeing themselves too clearly. Ross might be
half-blind and broke, but he knew a thing or two about human nature.
Ross
drove on to the Lock
Springs grain elevators and unloaded the corn. He let Hank out at the bus
station with a ten dollar bill. That was all he had in his billfold. On his way
back, it occurred to him that Hank never did tell why he was running like a
jackrabbit down the hill of the Old Hawkins Farm.
It was
later the same day and
Ross was half asleep in the truck, bored, drifting on daydreams, waiting on the
combine to bring him another hopper of grain. His good eye picked up something
in the woods of the Old Hawkins Farm. Ross got out and walked through the
little pine trees to the walnut trees. It was a pickup parked near the old
farmhouse at the top of the hill. There was something on the ground by the
pickup. Ross walked a little farther up the hill. The thing on the ground was
wrapped in an old tan tarp. He got a little closer. Something wet and pinkish
had seeped through and stained the tarp. He moved a few feet closer.
Murder.
He understood it in a
flash. No wonder Hank had gone bounding like a fox with its tail a-fire through
the brush that morning. The other hired man had been murdered. And Monty's
image blurred inside Ross's vision with all the great known evils — Hannibal Lecter
and Norman
Bates and Darth Vader and Hitler and the Wicked Witch of the West.
Later,
Ross would have to admit
to himself that his first instinct was not to help or even to call for help. It
was to run.
Ross
ran like hell through the
big trees, and then through the Christmas trees and out into the field. He ran
in great loping strides through the stubbled field in much the same way he'd
seen Hank running that morning. He flagged down his father on the combine. His
brother pulled up and got off the tractor to hear what Ross had to say.
By the
time the sheriff got
there, Ross knew he'd find no body, no blood, no nothing. He knew, when he saw
the pickup was gone, that they were too late to find anything. The hired man
rolled up in the tarp had been loaded up and hauled off.
The sheriff
wore a big white
cowboy hat and had a big pistol in a holster on his hip. He had an oversized
star pinned to his fringed leather vest and even had jingling spurs on his
cowboy boots. He tried to look big and tough to deceive first himself and then
the voting public. In reality the sheriff was as far from the gritty,
hard-fisted, hard-drinking cowboy legend as east is from west. The sheriff was
afraid of most things that provoked danger, and that included reptiles and rats
and bats and spiders in the old abandoned farmhouse and surrounding woods. His
deputies did all the work.
The sheriff
moseyed over to
where Ross was sitting on the bricks of a dried-up well and asked him questions,
none of which Ross could answer. Did he know the make or model of the pickup?
Did he get a look at the license plate?
"The truck was green," Ross
said. "I saw a dead man and
after that not much else." "Well, for a famous detective, you didn't
detect much," the sheriff said.
That
got snickers from the
deputies standing around.
Ross's
father was leaning
against the sheriff’s vehicle with his arms crossed over his chest. He didn't
laugh. He had his chin butted down and his jaw bones were working. He cleared his
throat. "Sorry to drag you out here," he said to the sheriff.
"The boy has an active imagination and he has imagined things."
"I reckon
so," the
sheriff said, getting in the jeep. "He's a little old to be pretending
he's something he ain't."
"He's
seeing things,"
one of the deputies said. "Maybe he's sick in the head."
"Maybe
he's drunk,"
the other one said.
"Let's
hope it's from his
mama's side," the sheriff said.
Ross
wished they'd just go on.
He knew his father hated being made fun of, even by proxy.
The sheriff
and the deputies
drove off. His father gave his brother a curt nod to send him back to the
field.
Standing
there in the clearing
by themselves, Ross's father said something about how he knew Ross's wild
imagination would cost him one day. Ross told him he didn't believe it had cost
him anything but what it would cost to clean his boots of the sheriffs
bullshit, which must have cost him plenty because his father never did much
like being smarted off to. "You don't never learn," his father said,
while he crossed the ground between them in two quick steps. Ross couldn't read
the look on his face until it was too late to do much about it. It was
something sweeping and broad and heavy that startled and stung him and even
made him suck in his breath.
Hunched
against the door of the
truck, Ross considered many things. His father took a belt to him only once in
his life. That was for throwing a paper cup at his brother. When he saw that
belt coming, Ross had argued hard and fast that it was only a paper cup he'd
thrown; harmless. His father told him that because he had thrown it in a fit of
senseless anger, it had just as well been a knife. Ross got that. Another time
his father told him to never strike another living thing in the face. It would
make both people and animals shy and ruin their trust.
It was
good advice on both
counts. His father had taken none of it into account when he came at him in hot
anger with that broad hand and got him right in the face. Was it a slap or a
cuff? Was it a clubbing? Didn't matter; Ross was no kid anymore and he was
altogether taken aback by it, humiliated by the injustice, the inhumanity...
and fuming, steaming mad.
Ross
sat bunched up against the
door, plotting. Plotting was the only thing that calmed him enough to start
thinking clearly again. Plotting revenge. And vindication.
That's how the stakeout began.
It went on for a day, two days, three, a
week. He watched from the hood of the track by day. Of a night, he hid his
motorcycle in the trees and crept up near the old farmhouse and watched and
waited.
He heard
and saw nothing. He was
starting to believe he had imagined it all. Until one night. He saw headlights.
He stood stock-still. Monty and another newly hired field hand pulled up in a
pickup Ross had never seen before except that one time, when a dead man lay in
a tarp beside it. This time it backed up to one of the sheds where a gooseneck
trailer was stored. They hitched the trailer to the pickup.
Ross
cut his motorcycle lights
and followed as the pickup pulled away. They drove slow and steady until the
pickup turned onto a lonely stretch of gravel road. Ross knew this neighbor.
He'd helped him put up hay just that summer.
Between
those big round hay
bales that provided cover, Ross watched Monty use a pair of long-nosed pliers
and cut the wire fence. Fence panels and gates were laid out by the hired man
to make a corral. Feed was used to lure the witless beasts into the gooseneck
trailer.
Then
it was a wild chase under
milky white stars. Monty thundered ahead, the pickup and trailer dark and
horrid with its load of kidnapped bawling cattle. Ross stayed with him on his
glowing flying hog, a whirlwind pursuit of dust and bugs, across the sky and
into the underworld.
He made
it back to the Old
Hawkins Farm in time to see the cattle let out in Monty's pasture. It was that
easy, that simple, that quick.
Over
the next few days, Ross
watched Monty and the hired man switch ear tags and re-brand the cattle.
Some
financial genius, Ross
thought. He spat between the handlebars of his bike. Monty tweren't nothing but
a cattle rustler and a two bit thief. And worse. Those hired hands had no idea
what they'd signed up for. Strangers to the area, with no roots and no paper
trail, they were the perfect patsies. Murder. No witnesses. If they complained
or said they wanted out of Monty's little racket — Murder. Nobody came looking for them.
Nobody
even knew they were missing.
Ross
did not come to all these
conclusions at once. It was later, when he took a flying leap and tackled Monty
that all those things lined up like crowned checkers inside his head.
He'd
been hiding in the trees
waiting for the sheriff to show up when he saw the hired man come out of the
abandoned house with Monty right behind him with a shotgun nudging his back. A
lucky escape from that same shotgun at his spine was what had sent Hank running
for his life that day. The other hired man hadn't been near so lucky.
Ross
tackled Monty at a dead run
and sent the shotgun flying. Then it was all arm locks and head locks and
rolling around on the ground in the leaves. Until Ross took a head butt that
made him see a blaze of yellow. His vision cleared just in time to see the
newly hired hired man crack Monty over the head with a rock.
"They
was bums, Ross,"
Monty told him when he came to. He rubbed the back of his head. "They was
poor and dirty and smelly and nobody wanted 'em around. Nobody would of missed
'em cause nobody cares whether our kind live or die."
Ross heard it -- "our kind"—
and that twenty-twenty vision of
his honed in hot and wilted most of the self-righteousness and pride he was
feeling at being the hero in this particular situation.
The sheriff,
or at least his
deputies since the sheriff was scared of copperheads and rattlers, found four
bodies in all. They found them all on the Old Hawkins Farm, in the barns, out
in the woods, down the well. The highway patrol and other county sheriff’s
departments and even the army reserves were called in to help with the search.
They brought bloodhounds and backhoes but the backhoes weren't really
necessary. All of the bodies were found in shallow graves, like all the dead
Hawkins had been hogging them out.
Ross
watched from the trees with
the homeless guy. This one's name was Rex. A television crew showed up with a
big satellite dish on top of a van and lights and a sound system. The reporters
told stories of the murder victims. They all had mothers, some had wives and
children. They had lost jobs and missed rent payments or spiraled off into
pills and booze, or were never quite right in the head to start with. The
telling was sad and made folks who generally told themselves in their own
hearts that they cared, actually care for a bit.
"You
should go down
there," Rex prodded Ross. "Get interviewed. You're famous. You're a
hero, buddy."
"Nah,"
Ross said.
"I know damned good and well who I am and I ain't no hero."
Ross
lit his cigar with a
kitchen match. His father's head turned toward the flare of light.
Who
do you think you are? Ross
wondered ~ not bitter, mind you — just wondering.
He got
on his motorbike and
stomped the pedal. It was too cold now to still be riding. The November air
made his bad eye water something fierce. He tore off.
And his
duster, caught by the
wind, swirled behind him bravely, even tauntingly, like a cape.
The End