Disassembly: Mine
Anthony Bernstein
This
morning I awoke to discover
that
my flesh had failed me,
peeled
from my body and
slithered away.
Intestines
had eluded their cage
of bones
once
thought impervious to
escape.
They
uncoiled out an orifice (I
won't say which one)
and
wormed their way wetly to
freedom.
As
I drifted helpless in dream
my
eyeballs popped from their
orbits
and
went on a roll; brains
followed suit -
squeezing
through the hollows of
my sockets
and
tumbling away to regions
unknown.
Hands
broke free at the wrists,
found
asylum in a passing
neighbor's pockets.
Feet
swiftly detached
themselves,
ran
for the cover of sock and
shoe.
I
had no choice but to hobble
blind
and on gory stumps
to
the local junkyard to search
for
cheap replacement parts..
I
understand that owning
original body parts
is
a privilege, not a right;
still,
I
am deeply wounded by the break
up.
Of
course these days any of my
ex parts can be
easily
and cheaply replaced by
pre-owned ones,
sometimes
making an even better
match than before.
But
all my parts were attached
before my birth,
I
had developed a strong
connection to each one.
I
fervently hope that one day
they will decide
to return home to the body that
loves them.