Recording
David
C. Kopaska-Merkel
Living
in a plain white-paper land;
everything
used to crawl with life,
beetles
rolled balls of dung,
worms
curled frantic in my hand,
sand
squeezed under my toes.
All
of the skin of you,
fragrant,
smooth, and hot,
real
as stones under my feet,
these
muscles, veins, and nerves,
tender
skin under my nails.
I
remember breezes.
I
might be wood, or smoke,
a
dream painted on alley walls,
a
stain on asphalt,
iridescent
black and brown,
tomes
in a library,
books
and books,
scrimshaw
without bone,
above,
blue so pale it might be white,
and
my body, if I could still feel it,
would be something, just like this.
David C. Kopaska-Merkel, a
retired paleontologist, won the 2006 Rhysling award for best long poem
(collaboration with Kendall Evans), and edits Dreams & Nightmares
magazine (since 1986). He has edited Star*line, an issue of Eye To
The Telescope, and several Rhysling anthologies, has served as SFPA
president, and is an SFPA Grandmaster. His poems (more than 1200 of them) have
been published in Asimov’s, Strange Horizons, Mythic Delirium,
and more than 200 other venues. Some Disassembly Required, his latest
poetry collection, comes out in 2022 from Diminuendo Press. @DavidKM on
twitter. Blog: https://dreamsandnightmaresmagazine.blogspot.com/