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I Am a Seagull
 
Steve De France
 
The man turned his collar up against the Moskow cold.
It was 18 November, 1895.
The wind fresh from the Steppes was strong and snow fell steady swirling in the wind—the man shivered—chilled to the bone.
He curbed the open carriage at the Hotel Borodin—a groom wearing a soup-stained muffler grappled with the horses' reins.
 
"Throw a blanket over her," shouted the well-dressed man.
 
Doctor Anton Pavlovich Chekov walked along the maismiccorridor.
Smells of cabbage, vodka, and potatoes competed for his attention.
A corpulent figure moved out of shadow.
"I didn't think you would come at all," her voice gutteral and accusatory.
"I am here—as you can plainly see,." he coughed harshly into a folded napkin.
"I thought you would stay at your theater tonight."
"I can't stand yapping here all night." A small spray of blood had stained his napkin.
"Yes...yes...Doctor—" The bear of a woman pushed at the door ushering him into a dark and squalid room, lit by a single oil lantern.
 
"She hasn't paid rent in a week," lamented the old woman, "perhaps you..."
 
The doctor threw his bag and great coat on the bed.
"Now Nina, let's have a look at you...."
Her hair was golden—face terribly pale—almost marble.
"I'll tell you her trouble is with men—men who won't pay."
 
"Madam, I must ask you to leave me alone with my patient."
"I'm not paying for this whore," grumbled the landlady.
"Yes, I understand." He threw a few rubles on the table. "Leave us."
 
He listened to the young woman's lungs slowly filling with fluids.
He changed her dressing and administered an elixir
to thicken the blood and stop her abdominal bleeding.
"I am so ashamed, " she blurted out, "I want to be dead."
 
Chekov adjusted his nose spectacles. "Death will come for both of us—let's have
no more of this. So what shall we talk about, tonight? The Theater? Dance?
The Musicals?"
 
Her body trembled with emotion. "My baby cold as the grave," cried the young woman.
The doctor pressed his index finger to her lips, and she tried to smile away her
memories.
Chekov consulted his chained vest watch—the curtain was going up at the Moskow
Arts Theater.
He thought of leaving—but remembered the last time The Sea Gull was produced'
it ran for only 3 days.
Strangely at home, he pulled up a wooden chair, and lit up his pipe.
 
 

Yes, I Said

 

Steve De France

 

I stare out the window into

wind and night and sea all tossed together.

I felt on edge as Patterson continued

talking. The phone was getting heavy.

“Yes,” I said in a slow monotone.

I changed hands to improve circulation.

He went on about how his third wife left him.

Not even a note.

“Yeah, they do that,” I said,

“let me get this straight.

She left you—for someone…a stranger?”

“No, not a stranger.”

“Then who?”

“A janitor.”

“Really?”

“Yeah, really.”

“She met the janitor in the women’s toilet,” he said.

I reflect on this for a minute.

“So, “ he continues on the phone,

“I had some drinks—a pack of Marlboros

& got on the cell with my attorney.”

“What did he say?” I ask.

“There is no such thing as spiritual bankruptcy.

He told me to try for Chapter Eleven.”

“Yes,” I said slowly and absently.

I was remembering how he used to weasel art majors

out of their clothes. Some were married.

He would have his way with them

in the faculty toilet.

I wasn’t exactly sure what the connection was—

retribution—some great wheel turning.

The wind rattles the window.

I stare out and down my window’s square of light.

It reflects faintly on the sandy beach below.

“My paintings trickled down to nothing.”

He went on talking about

men’s groups, primal screams,

beating drums & ancient blood songs

but mainly it was the young, unsatisfied wife,

it was all too much, he said.

I was still at the window,

wondering how the fish in the water below

apprehended my apartment window’s light.

“Are you listening?”

“Yeas,” I am listening.

I decided they didn’t understand it at all.

 

 

 

ANOTHER PRIMATE ON EXHIBIT

 

Stephen De France

 

 

Fog bumps over the city’s mottled beach,

it swirls across a car-clogged

Ocean Boulevard & charges

the San Francisco Zoo.

 

It settles there—its ethereal shrouds

covering the animal exhibits & making mystic

the ubiquitous evergreen trees.

 

Caged flamingos—legs seemingly too delicate to survive

this world—stand etched on spider web legs,

like plastic sentinels on duty in this churning mist.

Obsidian flamingo eyes—forever unblinking

stare at my back—as a coven of shrieking kids

flush me from this exhibit, moving me

toward a more obscure & dangerous path.

 

Monkey Island.

Time has changed all.

The Island’s long gone & so too its

rock-to-ground-to-tree inhabitants.

Today it is only a grubby unyielding                   

caged pit with two sinister chimpanzees,

a shambling gray & a one eyed black.

 

I wonder—were they part of the original

island population? Are they all that is left?

There were hundreds of these island comedians,

but then—there was sun & freedom.

I speculate about these two veterans.

Staring into their pit—their dilemma,

dismal—sitting—waiting for death.

Maybe I should bust them lose?

Set them free again?

 

I sit quiet—thinking on other kinds of prisons,

prisons we design for ourselves,

8 to 5—cubicled jobs, commuter coffins all in a row.

The chimps eye me—roll back their rubbery lips

and scream as if in fear. . . .

yes, I, too, have grown older.

Have they recognized me? We stare now at

one another, as if looking for new questions.

Having long ago given up on answers.

Given up on most everything,

Given up on hope except to receive

a few random acts of dispassion.

 

The air temperature dives.

Wind whines & a chill screen

of wet fog pushes across

the wrinkled slate-colored sea,

it rolls toward the ruins of Monkey Island,

rolls toward the ruins of the three of us.

We bind together now, blinded by memories,

dying of time & this enveloping fog.

Past suns & all freedom fades to darkness,

as our overdue souls crash into an indifferent universe.

Reaching for my tail, I curl myself into the fog              

becoming just another primate on exhibit.

 

 

Suppression of Savage Customs

 

Stephen De France

 

 

I came back to London, as you know,

full of emptiness to finish Mr. Kurtz’s affairs.

I filed my final report with the Trading Company.

Later that morning, with considerable trepidation,

a few letters, and an odd picture stuffed in my overcoat,

I knocked on the door of Kurtz’s fiancée. I heard her step,

then her dress gliding above Persian carpet.

 

Upon hearing who I was—she ushered me into a small

parlor where we sat on a walnut settee. The room

was dark, claustrophobic with heavy drapes.

 

Without preamble she said, “Well?

“What did he say? Did he speak of me?

Did he call out my name?” Her voice

was low and intense. Her cold hands clasped mine.

I mumbled, “Everything that could be done . . .”

Not wanting to disappoint her—truth was here hijacked.

I wallowed in my own dark soul of absolute blackness.

 

“Yes,” I heard a strained voice say,

the voice was mine, “as he died, he called out your name!”

I cleared my throat.

 

Silence.

 

Triumphantly she softly exhaled,

“Yes, I knew it.

In his final moments, I knew it.

He needed me!”

 

Cupping my grizzled face in her hands,                                                        

She stared into my eyes—I tried to look away

but she held me there with her piercing gaze,

there in growing horror she saw reflected the Congo.

My eyes glowed with cannibal fires, naked black women

in golden hoops and bells, bodies glistening with oil

and the musky smell of the forest.

She began softly weeping. Tears traced her cheeks

leaving fragile lines trailing down her powdered face.

Her whole body trembled and for a moment

we were both captured in a gathering blackness,

at the edges of the primal forests, as the river flowed into

the heart of an immense darkness—into the uttermost ends of the earth.

 

 

 

 

Steve De France has traveled widely in the United States. On more than one occasion he hitch-hiked across America. He rode rails on freight trains, worked as a laborer on pick up gangs in Arizona, dug swimming pools in Texas, did 33 days in the Pecos city jail as a vagrant, fought bulls in Mexico, and dove for salvage off a small island on the coast of Mazatlan.

 

After traveling the country in pursuit of adventure, he later worked his way through college driving Yellow Cab and working as a bartender and bouncer. He received a B.A. in Theatre Arts from C.S.U.L.B. He immediately transferred to San Francisco State University. He worked for the San Francisco Shakespeare Company and the Marin Shakespeare Company playing leading and supporting roles. He returned to Los Angeles and finished a Master’s in English Literature. He continued his education at USC and later at Chapman University where he received an MFA in Creative Writing. In 1999 he received the Distinguished Alumnus Award for his writing. He has written & sold scripts for Hollywood & worked as a professional actor in film & television. He continues to write poetry, plays, essays & short stories. He sails a small sailboat in Long Beach, California. His poetry has been published in most of the English-speaking countries of the world. He has won writing awards in England and in the United States.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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