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BLACK
THROAT by
John Tustin Vomit
from the depths Of the black
throat. Black words of bile Along the front of the shirt And
on the sheets tangled In sleepless
jittery legs. I have the words I have the words Just not the right
words It’s all the wrong words I write the wrong words. The air is greasy– All trans fats and
salt. The brain is fungal, The tongue infested. The words
come out As vomit from the depths Of this cancerous black throat– The words of bile Dribbled along the
front of my shirt And my pants; these sheets tangled Over the flaccid and the useless, A
few black spatters on the floor Beside
the bed With the only
sounds Heaving in the night.
WORKING IT ALL OUT by John Tustin Sometimes
I’m jerking off And it’s the third
time that day So it’s more work than pleasure And I recall for a moment Once when
the hand pulling on my cock Was not mine And how much better that felt. It
stops me from what I’m doing And I pull up my pants and make a cup of coffee instead. I sit in my chair with the steam coming
from the cup And I have a sip Then I put the
side of the cup to my cheek And revel in its warmth, Remembering someone kissing my cheek, nuzzling me And then kissing my mouth And suddenly
my lips are pressed to the side of the cup With my
upper lip over the rim And I get so sad
thinking about kissing That I can’t drink the coffee any
more So I decide to go
to sleep But, lying there alone with my arm around
the pillow– Well, you know what that makes me think
about. At this point I
can’t sleep So I pull down my pants And get back to working it all out Like
I was trying to do In the first
place, Damn it.
THE BRUTALITY
AND TERROR by John Tustin The brutality and terror of his fists curling up as you cower. The brutality and terror of being one missing paycheck to homelessness. The misery of Sunday church clothes, Of reading out loud in front of the class, Of
that pop before the tire goes flat On the
passenger’s side front And the rain’s
increasing velocity. The
disgust of passing the mirror on the way to the bathroom. The
disgust of your hands shaking in the night while you think about the morning. The pain of your
right shoulder. The pain of those
phone calls you made that went unreturned. The pain of those
phone calls you never made. The pain of your
emptiness, Your inner
poverty, Your current of flowing nothing Swirling downward and downward. The moment after climax. The sadness
of trees fallen in the storm. The brutality and terror of this life without music, Without meaning, Without. John Tustin's poetry has appeared
in many literary journals in the last dozen in years, including Chiron Review, Underground Voices,
and Rhino. fritzware.com/johntustinpoetry contains
links to his published poetry online.
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